What am I doing?

Sometimes I'm thinking; what the heck am I doing here? Am I wasting my time? Leaving my familiy, my friends, and my whole life behind for what purpose? Are all this things worthed? Seeing my friends already stepped out of the house and have good work and good pay.. And I'm here wasting (still) my parent's money... Sometimes I also thinking.. with my master degree and yet without any experiences, (maybe) would be difficult to find job in the bloody Indonesia.. Not to mention decreasing of "love market" (:p)

Phewww...